October 07, 2006 While I am here worrying - that 6months of my life is judged by 4exams every half a year, there are others who are investing 2years into one major exam which spells their future. I can retake mine every half a year, can they? Would they?
I am competing with people who if entering the examinations by age would be 21½years of age. Some working, some housewives/husbands, some full timers like me. They take an average of 3exams I'm taking 4. They pass about 2each time I've yet to see.
And the smartest thing is I'm here ranting away while I haven't even finished reading the topics let alone attempt ANY question at all. Not forgetting I think I wouldn't have enough time to finish reading either way.
Am I ready? I really don't know. About $1000 will be or is already spent on booking revision courses and paying for examinations.
Will the money be well spent on me? Will the results be satisfactory? Will I still be able to maintain my results? I don't know, sadly. =(
Everybody I've been talking to has more or less started, I did too, but I have more subjects than them, I haven't started on some of those modules, I have(sadly) expectations that pushes me to the limits. Good or bad I don't really know. I just hope I don't break down from stress.
I should get back to studying if I don't want it to turn out any worse than I can even dare imagine.